Friday, February 14, 2014

Black and White Silence



look around
can you feel that?
the awkward move
the undiscovered tears
the fearful thoughts
the broken smile
the forcing laugh
the screaming pain
the hidden lies
everything is in Black and White Silence
i've dreamt of a world full of people with no broken wings
i did
but yet it's only a dream
im in silence
going to school
finished school
going to college your parents told you to
depressed
then they blame us and society
i'm in silence
i wonder when
when will time finally slap me out of this black and white silence
maybe with a word,
'you are not your parent's machine, wake the fuck up'
i'm in silence
my wings still survive
but you can barely see its pain
there will be time
when they see us as rebels
when the truth
we're flying our own wings
and realized
these wings are not a machine
it grows in our body
We control it
not you, not you, not you
i'm in silence
there will be time
when these wings finally works beautifully
no pain
no blood
and the world will finally realize
how sad the world this young blood's been living
and im still in silence


Happy Valentine's Day


so who's watching American Idol season 13?
i can say that i finally have that feel i had when i watched David's season.
this season is different. the panel has a new freaking hot smart af judge that really stepped up the last flopped panel, mr Harry Connick Jr. haha i love him so much
anyway, ive got my back on one of the guys already.
his name is Alex Preston, he's had my heart from the first audition. he's like the American version of Ed Sheeran, aaah! i love him!


toodles!