Thursday, December 5, 2013

Gloomy Gloomy Season, Here I Come



have you ever feel like you're in a movie?
don't say no. i know you do.
you're walking, making a monologue inside your head, picturing the moment as it's a slow motion scene.
or if you love drama you'll picture someone will suddenly show up in a coffee shop where you're having your me time and then he asks what book you're reading and ended up asking your name, or someone will accidentally run past you in a bookstore and when he looks up turns out he's cute then he said sorry, or if you love horror movies you're picturing someone is watching you as you walking in a grocery store picking up things, or worse, you're picturing someone is suddenly knocking at your door and say, "you're a wizard (y/n)!"

ok that's it.
don't say you never make your own version of that?! if you do, you're a big ass liar.
to be honest, i love doing those picturing things. maybe because i really love writing. i love making scenes, and somehow when i see things, there's always these crazy ideas that pops up in my head and starts making it's own version of what's happening in front of me, and it's getting my version of reality.

would it be nice if we can actually make our life exactly like in a movie? how we wanted it to be, well, but sadly no. like Katy Perry says in one of her songs, it's Not Like The Movies. So suck it up, make your life a lot less living hell, so at least, your 'movie' can still roll on.

so hi!


as you can see, i have a new look :-) i mean this blog :-)
actually i am now preparing for a big change, i'm still figuring out what to do, so it's kinda like 'a little step' in to it, cause it's been 5 years i have this blog. 5 years is a long time, isn't it?
Writing stuff that seriously who on earth would read anyway? i just love writing, it gives me spaces. well if you stick around since then, thanks, i give you virtual hugs now, xoxxo, i luuuuv hugging :"3

anyway

Welcome Gloomy Season!




just because i said that, doesn't mean that i love this month. no. just the weather and Christmas.
can u all just believe that it's December already? i can still remember really well about my NYE last year it feels like it happened 2 months ago, and it's just weeks away to another NYE?
seriously, Haylor's dating was ALREADY a year ago?? u know, the freaking NYE's kiss at Times Sq that really blows the media for ever since? yep, that was exactly a year ago :)

 
i think we can all agree that 2013 is really speeding up. i don't know what's going on with the world, i don't know what the hell happened with this year, but it seems like time's gone really fast for this year. i mean there are so much great and bad things happened, yet it all just happened like a flash.
i can't even begin to think about the great things happened this year. it all seems blurry after Cory's death. now all i can remember about 2013 is Cory and it's just really sad.
ok, i think i remember something 'memorable' this year. hmmm
VESAK!


haha yes! how could i forget that?! GOSH it happened THIS year? i thought it's 2012 :| omg my mind really fucks up about this year :s well i better stop digging now :/

are you one of those people who make the new year's resolutions stuff?
well i think that's bullshit.
actually i made the list, and it seems like time flies really fast and i feel like i didn't have time to accomplish those? well.. i did checked some, but the rest are just not for this year, i think..? eeerrh.. i don't know, maybe it's just me :/
like do you really work on your NY's resolutions everyday in a year? well i happened to be really busy so ;D

for a proper close, here i give you a video from my favorite mash up djs, Dj Earworm and Daniel Kim (Pop Danthology), they just done another mash ups for this year and it's freaking amazing,
i can't even choose which one's my favorite cause personally earworm's my favorite cause not only he mash up the music, but also he does something that no other mash up-ers do, the LYRICS. he also combine the lyrics becoming like a new song, and i think that's seriously brilliant. and on the other side, Daniel Kim is just so flawlessly combine that many songs without any flaw like it's so beautiful, idk what to say
go check 'em out!


Pop Danthology 2013 - Daniel Kim




United State of Pop 2013 (Living the Fantasy) - Dj Earworm   

even tho this year feels like a flash, there are still so many great things happened during 2013, and im so grateful of those. including this gif of harry koala-ing over liam at a concert :-)

doesn't it just make your life so much brighter? :')
well, i do!


haha see you next year losers! xoxoxoxox


toodles!

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

A Getaway On A Duty? A Duty On A Getaway?

hi
i just went thru a hell of a week. i mean seriously.
i may not break down this time during exam but i was having a really bad bad temper every day.
i am sooo happy i passed that and have few days off before getting back to normal routine again.

so right now as im typing this, it's raining outside my room.
this is the first time on this month i think(?) it feels like forever since we've been fried everyday here in Jakarta. so this is reaaally nice.

about couple weeks ago me and my friends went to Magelang for our branding project. we spent 3 days there and 2 days in Yogya. This is the second time this year i went to Yogya and Magelang again. even this time is we're focused on being in Magelang and for working, it still feels like we're just on a getaway.
when we were in Magelang, we met with some nice people there and just having conversations with them. the driver that took us for a city tour there seem to be really nice and he was talking about Merapi and when it exploded few years ago. i've never heard the story from someone who was really there and went thru that tragedy. as we went to the place to see the Merapi's view, he was talking how tragic it was at the road we're passing, and i swear i was having this goosebumps all over the place.
the last day in Magelang we stay at Eloprogo Art House and that place was really beautiful.

here are pics me and my friends took while we were in Magelang

this is my friend Ghozi, just the typical Ghozi
a very nice sunrise view i had from my hotel room
 

cant believe i went there again. twice in a year! *sigh



look at this magical giant rock. it's called Watu Kendhil. when Merapi was exploded and the whole city was having a bad earthquake, this one stays in that extremely position, like, HOW COULD THAT EVEN POSSIBLE??


view at Eloprogo Art House
this is where we stayed at Eloprogo


 



at om Sony's, the owner of the house, Gallery

suddenly found a random spongebob at Merapi's view, Ketep Pass
when we finally arrived at Yogya, i went out with my long long friend, Try. this is the first time since we graduated that we finally met again. surprisingly he hasn't changed at all, still my cute gleek i knew. and ofcourse i got a visit from Andri and Petrio. which is really nice since they were actually kinda busy and still had a time off for me. (i really appreciate it guys btw, thank youuuuuu :)xx)

feels great to be reunited :D
and here is the video i made on the last 2 days of our getaway


since i last posted, there are so many things happened in the music industry. there were actually so many album released this past few weeks fgs. and on top of my list are (ofcourse) ARTPOP by Lady Gaga, Salute by Little Mix, Midnight Memories by One Direction (which just released yesterday)Bangerz by Miley Cyrus, Prism by Katy Perry, and Tattoos by Jason Derulo. there are others, but those are my top lists.
i could review all of that but it'd take a very long post for this one so maybe it'd be on my next post? umm


so i just watched Mean Girls. who doesn't watch it anyway?
it makes me thinking about my highschool life and how i got backstabbed, people talking behind my back, and all the ups and downs. and maybe still, there are people out there who still judge me whether they even know me or not. Sometimes it's hard when you get it from people you know,
but for some people who i don't really know, i just let them doing what they want and saying things about me cause seriously? that's not healthy. i mean that's it. if You are actually stalking me and judging me, whether you knew my story or not, i just wish someone out there don't do the same to you. even that's how the universe works.
just keep doing nice things, do what you love (well, if doing bad things is what you love to do, no comment on that :x) stop being fake and be who you are and just be a little proud, cause some people don't appreciate who they really are and that's bad.

oh ONE THING !
couple months ago i went to taman safari and FINALLY get a chance to take a picture with my spirit animal who turns out to be Not a baby ha ha but that's really cool anyway cause people were like backing off and i was like move out bitch that's my baby and walk straight to him HAHAHA
LOOK AT HOW ADORB HE IS, well i actually didn't know if its a boy or a girl tiger

ok that's it. BYE! MUAH! XX

'you're allowed to be a bitch, unless you're proud of who you are and actually great at something.'


toodles!

Saturday, August 24, 2013

What Was Happening


holo!

that's the first thing i said as Nike Nasution.
the role i played few days ago. no need to say much about that, some of my friends call me Nike now which is funny.
me and my friend Ari came up with the name, we actually 'discussed' about that hahaha

about 3 days ago i came back from Puncak for our college yearly activity. we called it TKH (Temu Keakraban Himpunan) where all DKV family gather together to welcome the freshmans, (yes, i've mentioned it on my previous post).



that was actually our last contribution in TKH and i'm so glad that we did such a great job on that.
everyone had so much fun, I had so much fun, we had a great time and it was just a massive success.
i am so happy i'm part of this big School Of Design family :-)



 
there's actually so much happened since i came back from Medan. as a fangirl, all i can say is, 'yesterday was such a busy week for us' (quote from Harry Styles).
but the most fav thing that happened this past few days for me is, 
LADY GAGA's COMEBACK
HA!
she literally came back with her new single from her upcoming album, 'ARTPOP' and also music video called 'Applause'. i personally love it and it's so genius. tomorrow (26 in Indonesia) is VMA's and she's gonna do a VMA comeback as well which i'm really excited to see the live performance >< cause it's been forever since i last saw her on stage.


and also, there's um, not so happy thing happened this week. Zayn and Perrie are engaged. *sigh
haha kidding. i'm happy for them, i mean, they're really cute together and i'm not surprised that they're finally engaged. just pretty surprise this happened this soon. Congrats tho :D

i need hugs, people? :'
speaking of One Direction, this friday is the premiere of their first ever movie, This Is Us. I AM SO FREAKING EXCITED :'D
that is why i stay for the next few days til the premiere here! haha



Ughh summer's almost over and i'll soon be back to college and meet my daily crazy days again. at least i have like a month left to spent.
can u believe it? 2013 is almost over. it feels like only days ago me, Ari, Iti and Karin standing in Bunderan HI watching the NYE's fireworks.
it's crazy how time flies. i met my highschool bestfriends like a month ago but it feels like months ago, i miss them already. if only time could just slow down so i can really seize every minute of it and not spending it wasted and ended up with regret.
yes, that word, 'If Only'

already miss y'all loves

toodles!

Thursday, August 1, 2013

bonsoir, coeur solitaire cher

sunrise and fresh air in the morning
always try hard to wake you up
but they never warmth that one
that one girl with the broken wings

can you see the moon up there?
the only friend she talks to at lonely nights
he shines every road and soul here
but he never leads her anywhere

the saddest eyes ever seen
that's what people called
all the plans and promises made
where the hell did they all gone?

phone calls
good nights
swept tears
warmth cuddles

all the songs sung
all the words said
the only way she could emptied her heart
keep you up all night from all the nightmares

she wishes every night
before her sleep
that the universe would just have their back

cause all she ever wants
was a warmth night and that old smile he loved back

-n

Friday, July 12, 2013

So Far, I'm Home


good bye Jakarta,
here comes Summer holiday!


i am now finally home. 
it feels so good to be back in town even now it doesn't feel the same since mom moved to Jakarta.
well, everything kinda feels not like the way it used to now.
the weather changes, the world changes, people change, friends grow up, and the only thing left for you, is yourself.
you can't count on someone anymore when everything changes.
when you think you need someone, or when you really miss someone, and then you call them and really hope they would have their time for you? the only result you'll get, is a disappointment. and some disappointment for some sensitive people would lead to a heartbroken (which is worse).
ok that's just a projection of what im trying to say first.
people grow up. 

they have new friends, new life, new stuffs to get their heads on, and the only thing you can do is either watch them, or enjoy every minute being happy with everything that could make you happy instead of crawling expecting someone to give a damn about you.
you know, it's like being more independent.


wait. that was a hard topic for a starting?
haha so this week was a quite normal homie days for me. 

having breakfast, singing on top of my lungs, filling the house with full music, taking pictures, and just trying to fun. one day i found a sneaky little baby rat on my bird cage so i told my sister to get rid of it and im filming it. turns out, the video was too hillarious i can't even help my self not laughing, but im not showing you tho, hahaha 

no one messin with my birds!








let me try to do things like those fashion blogger people

top: Zara 
headband: Knitted handmade by tante Riyanti
short: Cotton On

HAHAHA omg that is weird

did i tell you guys about Vine?
so no way you do NOT know Vine(???) i'm pretty obsessed with it cause it's sOOOO fun!
i'm telling you, when you have a bad day, just go through Best Vines' twitter, it'll lead you to the most hilarious posts on Vine. and it's like the other thing that cheers me up besides tumblr and Youtube now hahaha



this is a screenshot of my latest vine, you can click on the picture to visit. and don't forget to follow me on Vine : Nindita Q ;D
oh! p.s, i really miss my friends



here have highschool Nindi! 

(i really miss my highschool years tbh)

toodles!