Jakarta Masih Punya Hutan

hai!
kali ini bakal nulis pakai bahasa, kapan ya terakhir kali nulis pake bahasa Indonesia? hehe
jadi hari ini tuh Idul Adha, siang siang diajak om survei tempat buat photoshoot pra-wedding yang bakal dipakai client-nya. dan ternyata tempatnya itu Hutan Bakau Suaka Marga Satwa Muara Angke. dan ini pertama kalinya saya kesana.
ketika sampai, ternyata kita kurang beruntung, tempatnya ditutup karena hari libur (Ied Adha), tapi kita dibolehin masuk hanya sampai depan pagar masuk.

jujur seneng sih diajakin ke tempat yang semuanya hijau.
dalam hati bersyukur di kota yang super crowded dimana setiap hari menghirup polusi ini masih ada hutan kecil yang masih dilindungi.
walaupun sedikit sedih ngeliat Muara yang dipenuhi sampah dari sungai sungai yang melewati Muara, setidaknya Jakarta Masih Punya Hutan ☺

Kapan ya Jakarta bisa hijau?

Toodles!

"The Break Ups"

hey. i just watched Glee "The Break Up"

yeah you know what i'm gonna talk about. i just suddenly have a mental breakdown because of it and i can't talk about it anywhere but here cause this is so personal and my blog is so personal for me, unlike twitter. not that twitter's not personal but this is more.

the episode is all about the break up. i knew it was gonna happen soon, just like what i have experienced. but after all tears i've wasted through watching this, i feel like i should put up some of the lines that REALLY related to me, my past, and my life.

S: "and i don't wanna be like all of those other long distance relationships that you hang in there for a few months and then break up when someone eventually cheats or things get weird"

B: "i never cheat on you"

S:  "i know. and i would never cheat on you either. let's just do the mature thing here okay? this is not an offical break up. let's just be honest that Long Distance Relationship are almost impossible to maintain because both people are really getting what they need. especially at our age"

B: "this sounds all like a break up to me."

S: "you know this is no working. you know i will always love you the most"

B: "i love you too."

 

   

  

F: "i'm trying to give you your freedom!"

R: "i don't need you to give me my freedom! i am a grown women, i don't need you to hide from me to keep me from doing what is right for me"

F: "oh like that brody guy?"

R: "i didn't do Brody. okay? and don't you think that i would've rather have been with you."

R: "don't you get it? no matter how rich or famous or successful i become, when it comes to you i'm always gonna be that moon eye girl who freaked you out at the first glee rehearsal. you were the first boy who made me feel loved, and sexy, and visible, you are my first love, and i want more than anything for you to be my last. But i can't do this anymore. at least not now. we're done." 

get it? it's just some of the lines that shot me. the songs? just as killing as those did.

but, just over it. 

i'm actually having a really good time in college lately. i gain so much friends and they're really really crazy, and did i mention it? i'm having a crush on someone :-) he's really good like.. in everything. he's so nice to me, haha not that i'm hoping for the next level tho, it's just i'm so enjoying this time i have with my new friends, maybe that's just one of those many things that makes me so happy right now :) 

 Toodles!