Delirium

'ola!

2 years ago, i went to Kinokuniya finding something that i didn't have a plan to buy.

just wanted to buy a book, any book, to read when i didn't have something to do. it's like i suddenly have this mood to do something else beside working my college stuffs. to runaway.

i went to every book shelf, fiction, romance, roman-fiction, (cause i love fiction and love stories ofcourse) i read every synopsis of it, then i looked at this book called 'Pandemonium'.
the book is small, so it really catched my eyes. i took it. but then i saw it, 'Sequel to Delirium' printed small on the cover. then i took 'Delirium' which placed next to it.
first i read the back of the book and i found it's quite interesting. more because it has sequels so i chose it.

it's been years since i last read a novel. i mean a thick one. it's been years since i lost my reading mood. i was such a dorky reader but then i got really busy at high school and i left it all.

i had no idea what it was about. like i told u, i bought it because i just wanted to read, to fill my spare time.
i read it.
but i didn't know what the story really was about at the first chapters so i didn't really put my attention on it. my works were so crazy that time and i stopped reading it. sometimes i read it, but not really got what the story about cause i was busy and unfocused.

so few months ago, i checked my college schedule is finally quite loose. so i have soo much time to do anything.
and i continued reading Delirium.
pages after pages i finally got what the story is about (+ because i have my attention on it now than the past).
pages after pages, i'm in love.
or should i say, i've been infected by Deliria. (*the readers would get it)

and i realized i've become the person i used to be again. that dorky reader. that girl who lost her mind in the story she reads. the girl who fell in love in every character she met in her books.
yes.
i'm a Delirium fan now.

when i read the second book, Pandemonium, i suddenly found out that FOX is filming Delirium.

…………. what?

this fan-art poster looks so good i cant even 

there's so much going on in my mind.

why a tv series? why not a movie?
why now?
why when i suddenly fell in love with the book i bought 2 years ago? coincidence?
why are you doing this to me?
wHY??

it's so coincidence.
right after i began to obsessed with it, i found out that news.
the tv series, the people who'll play as my imaginary characters. and in the exact same day, i saw one of the actor tweet, they're on the first day of shooting Delirium.
hella coincidence.
honestly, i was kind of disappointed because a sequel like this deserve a movie. and it's a serial tv, they'll make up the story out of the original one. i don't really like that.
but we'll see, i hope they make it really good :-)

(and again) i was a bit disappointed when i saw the guy who play as my imaginary crush character, Alex, it's Daren Kagasoff. not like the guy i expected to be. i expected someone like Robert Pattinson to play as Alex but, he's very good looking! so i like him :'>

in my head, i'm in love with Alex, the character. but after i saw the actors, damn, that guy who play as Julian is freakin hot. his name is Gregg Sulkin. ><
the main character, Lena Haloway, will be Emma Roberts. i was relieved cause she's a perrfect Lena for me. and the other main character, Hana, will be Jeanine Mason.

Daren Kagasoff

Gregg Sulkin

i told you ♡

Daren and Greg on the set of Delirium

just too much here ♡.♡

Emma Roberts and Jeanine Mason at the set of Delirium

ANYWAY
the story is about love. but it's fiction.
about what would it be when Love becomes a disease. the story is so beautiful and seems real even it's a fiction.
as long as you started reading it, i swear you'll fall for it, like i do ♡

my friend taken this candid photo of me reading Delirium at class :3

i'm reading Requiem now, the last book of the Delirium Trilogy.
never thought at the time i chose Delirium randomly, i'd become a big fan of it like this.
can't wait for the 1st episode on FOX!

by the way, i'm kinda obsessed with Justin Timberlake's new song, Mirrors, now. the first time i listened and watched the video, i burst into tears.
even now i always cry everytime i watch the video from the start.
the song is so beautiful, the lyrics are so deep and beautiful, Justin's so beautiful, the music video's beautiful as well, too much!

toodles!