Happy New Year my blog!
it's 2013!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!
WE'RE GONNA HAVE '13' EVERYWHERE FOR 365 days now
that's exciting! ><
it's 2013!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!
WE'RE GONNA HAVE '13' EVERYWHERE FOR 365 days now
that's exciting! ><
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| i had a great New Year's Eve by the way, with my bestfriend Ari, my sister Iti, and Karin my cousin at Bundaran HI Jakarta |
it's gonna be a quick post anyway cause i really wanted to blog but i don't know what to write about. i've been sooooo busy specially these days. my works are so insanely much.
i was having a real tough time, i'll tell you now.
first i had a flu, it was so bad i barely couldn't breathe like all the time, then my body start acting shit like maybe i had cold but i tried so hard to act like i was 'fine'. cause the fact is, i don't have time for all these sick things looking at all my works?
second, i was homesick. LIKE REALLY BAD. at first i decided to not going home cause i only have 4 days off after exam but seeing all my friends going home and meeting each other really did kill me. i cried almost every night cause i miss home so much (which its makes my condition even worse).
so i was really sick but i acted like i was fine anyway, cause i had to do my last Photography project (which is crazy) that time. so i forced my self to work while i was seriously sick, TIL FINALLY, that day, January 13th, i fainted while i was doing my photography work. i called my mum, crying like what should i do, i can't focus i miss home, i can't be like this but i had to work, i'm feeling really bad i need you, blablabla and she was like 'slaps' me telling me to stop. shortly my aunt took me to a doctor and i'm starting feelin good. better, i decided to go home cause i can't stand my self being like 'that' til our next holiday? (even i'll be back when some of my friends will probably be back to their college then
third, i felt so…. lazy these days :| i talk about it with my friend Ara and she just feels the same way. i think all the works that r sooooo many that makes us feel 'not doing it'(?), plus the weather here in Jakarta is crazy. so i try so hard fighting my self for that :/
SO i did my photography work, it went well, i can't thank my friend, Alda, so much for helping cause it was really hard, haha. and also my uncle for the big help from making the costume til the photoshoot. i actually wanted to tell you about this, my photography project, about the making of this first ever costume i made til the photoshoot but that'd be long so i'll just show you the result
so this is it i think, my final project for Photography - COSTUME DESIGN
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| my theme for this is "Futuristic Galaxy", yeah i think i did good :/ |
the point is, i really REALLY wish i could pass this days 'normally' :-) (i usually get sick or have a mental breakdown every exam weeks. well, i already did anyway :| ) and! i wish all my works can be done on time and well. thinking of home, meeting my family and friends, and eating all the heavenly food in Medan are what keep my mood up these days :-')
AAHHHHH CAN'T WAIT TO BE HOME
the beginning of 2013 seems really bad for me i think, it's ONLY been a month now but gosh
i hope the rest will be great tho
I KNOW 2013 WILL RULE!!!! YEAH!! \m/ *try to keep positive here man*
by the way, i was going thru my closet and i found this
this is the lovely knitted vest that tante Riyanti, Andri's mum, made for my 16th birthday♥ i really really do love it, seems like she knew my favorite color that time haha
look! still fit right! i wore it to college today :D
i just watched this beautiful spirit 105 year old woman talking about her life on Ellen. how she can still live like that for years, this is so precious so i think y'all should watch this and take some positive notes from her
toodles!
