Saturday, April 2, 2016

A Super Cute Sleepover

These past few weeks i had been super busy with works and everything.
i had no sleeps at night, i do 3 different works at the same time
every day at work.
i mean.. it was just super chaos :(
i feel like i’m punishing my body for nothing.
so i decided i need a little break just to ‘breathe’
and track my mind back to its path.

Last week i went to Bandung to visit my friend there. y’know, getting my laugh pills to lose all the tension i’ve been having.We stayed at this super cute hotel called Summerbird Hotel.
I’m not very good at giving reviews, tho that’s not what this post is about. But i’m recommending this hotel for you who’s an instagram kind of people because even tho this hotel is pretty petité, but there are a lot of good spot for photography there.

































By the way, when we were there,
Zayn dropped his 1st Album Mind of Mine,
have you listened to it yet?


there’s one track that got my attention, it’s called

“INTERMISSION: fLoWer”,
this is a 2 minutes track that he sings in Urdu language.
Okay, if you don’t know me, i grew up listening and watching Bollywood movies,

and i love everything about India culture, specially their musics.
SO when i first heard this song, and listening Zayn sings in Urdu,

i got tears & chills because i didn’t expect him to be able to make this kind of music,
i just.. :’)
Anyway, if you haven’t listened to the album yet, you should tho :)



 toodles!

Tuesday, February 16, 2016

February Mood


When you hold me in the street and you kiss me on the dance floor
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that
'Cause I'm yours

We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls
It'll never be enough
It's obvious you're meant for me
Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly
Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep
But I'll never show it on my face
But we know this, we got a love that is homeless

Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours

When you're with him, do you call his name
Like you do when you're with me, does it feel the same?
Would you leave if I was ready to settle down?
Or would you play it safe and stay?
Girl you know this, we got a love that is hopeless

Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours

And nobody knows I'm in love with someone's baby
I don't wanna hide us away
Tell the world about the love we making
I'm living for that day
Someday

Why can't I hold you in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that we could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours, I'm yours
Oh, why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that?
'Cause I'm yours

Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't we be like that?
Wish we could be like that

Sunday, December 13, 2015

2015 was LIT

hiyyyaaaaaaa

it’s the end of the year, and i just gotta make a post basically about how great and amazing this year has been to me.
no, seriously, if you’ve been here long enough you must have known that i always made a post about how sucks the year was before, and always hoping for a better and brighter year ahead. and thank God, He answered me this year.

There were so much happened since the start of this year, but it’s not all sunny days actually. specially March 2015. The Legendary March 2015. But now i’m not gonna whine about the bad things. Even though i went thru some pretty dreadful horrible times this year, like i said, over all, this year was finally on my side.


This pretty much sums up 2015 to me. i am so grateful for all the great experience i’ve had this year, and forever i’ll cherish and remember every single things.

Oh, and there are also other things i’m grateful for this year. 

GOOD MUSIC

i’m talking Adele’s comeback with 25, Justin Bieber’s Purpose, One Direction’s Made In The A.M, Missy Elliott’s comeback, Major Lazer’s Peace Is The Mission, Rae Sremmurd’s SremmLife, Madonna’s Rebel Heart, Shawn Mendes’ Handwritten, God there are so much good music’s out this year. This is that time when you can honestly say, ‘What A Time to be Alive, Man’


There are still other things that lights up this year to me. Above all the dark times, i could still find these things to be the highlights of this year. I mean, that’s basically what you need to do if you had a bad time. Try to remember the good things, or at least try finding one. Because you can’t let the dark times win the year.

Have a wonderful New Year!



xx

toodles!

Sunday, September 13, 2015

Do You Think Romance Still Exist?

Do you think romance still exist?

let’s take it back to years ago, where it took letters and knocking on doors to say hi to the one you love.
where it took hours of thinking to write down exactly what to say before you send it.
where it doesn’t take much to actually come up to someone and say hi, instead of creeping what his/her instagram or number is, and not even have the guts to say hi.

i think romance doesn’t belong to those who’s already in love, it’s the starters that count the most.
 
how you met him/her.
how you first saw him/her.
how you introduce yourself to him/her.
how you get to know him/her.
how you say hi to him/her the first time.
  
Nowadays, it seems like those things don’t matter anymore.
people now prefer stalking on social media, dating apps, and other online dating sources.
it seems like the proper ‘hi’ is no longer exist anymore.
i’m not saying i’m against all of that, it’s just, i prefer the old fashion way.

what if we could turn back time?
what if people still do all those old fashion ways?
or am just being foolish wishing it still exist?

Sunday, August 30, 2015

Who I Saw So Far This Year

It's the end of August already?
So much happened this year. As i wrote to you on my previous post, i finally finished college. I am so so happy that part of my life is done, and i am finally an Art Bachelor. College was a hell of a roller coaster for me, but i’m not gonna talk about that right now.


The thing is, i am so in a happy place right now.
Last year was a mess for me, let’s just say that. but now, i’m about to graduate, i got a nice job, i got to do things i actually enjoy every day, i’m surrounded by positive people, and the most highlight of this year is i got to see some amazing people i’ve been dying to meet on their life shows. which is what i’m going to share you a little story about that right now.

okay, the first artist that i saw this year, was One Direction on their On The Road Again Tour concert.

If you're wondering, my T-shirt says, 'BABY LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME' which is my fav lyric, sung by my fav, zayn, from my fav song, Stockholm Syndrome



I saw these goobers on March 25th 2015 earlier this year, i’ve mentioned that here before. It was probably the most chaotic and twisted day of my life. you just could never guess the struggle of being a fan who wants to be as close as they can to their favs, until you become one of them. and i did. I was lining up from 11am, and not just ‘lining up’. It was raining. that means, I was lining up for 9 hours, wet. I thought to my self, okay.. it will be worth it when the boys come out soon, so i didn’t really complain or anything.



This was right when the rain just started

Look what a freaking mess we were, already inside the stadium

it was 3 hours before the show started, and the rain just won't stop pouring

But then.. The boys were finally out and that’s when it all got out of control. oh and just fyi, i was really close to the stage, like, i was here..


And i’m just gonna tell you. the crowd has no chill AT ALL. like right now if im watching some of the concert they had in other countries, i’m definitely jealous. even Harry told us to calm down and step back *because they keep pushing us forward*, it was seriously brutal. i tried to calm down and keep enjoying the show. or more like, enjoying the view i was having which was 4 beautiful human singing in front of me, and nothing else matters that time.


A video posted by nindi (@nindtq) on









A video posted by nindi (@nindtq) on



Over all, i had a great time during the show. i danced as hard as i could, because i was skin to skin to people around me, some girl even glanced at me because she was ‘filming’ and i was dancing and having fun. YES, WE PAY TO FILM THE CONCERT, I SEE.
aaanyway, it was an unforgettable roller coaster night for me and my girls. i still got goosies whenever i watch my video of the concert or even remember it.


Ok, moving on!
Later on May 9th 2015 i went to Katy Perry’s The Prismatic World Tour concert.
i’m not a Katycat but know all of her songs. So we’re so far from the stage, and i’m not that tall, so i can count on how many times i could see her from where i stand.




But the thing is, i was having such a great time. Actually, it was more like i had my own show back there because i can’t stop singing and dancing while my friends were just standing there watching the performance. I did warn them tho, i said, ‘don’t be surprised if you see me know all the words to her songs,’ 

Beautiful, isn't it?











It’s also kind of a redemption for me, because i couldn’t really dancing and enjoying my self at the One Direction concert before, so i was little ‘hype’ and it was really really fun. Katy’s stage performance was amazing. The lightning, the stage, she took a fan on stage, it was just a great concert.

  

Not long after, i went to Pentatonix’ On My Way Home Tour concert on June 4th 2015.
it was actually not planned at all.
so me and my friend were going to see the Broadway show, Beauty and The Beast live. But, turns out we were out of tickets, which i didn’t expect at all.
I was bumped, because it was a bad week for me and kinda need a fun night. Then i remember Pentatonix were having a concert here, so i was like, ‘hey, Pentatonix are having a second night show, do you wanna go?’ and my friend, Vina, was just like, ‘ok, sure whatever’
and so we go.









Ok here’s what makes it interested. the concert was on the same date as my Final test. So, right after i done my final, i went to the show at night, so it was CLEARLY a stress relief night for me. by the way, they were so amazing live. no music, no dancers or anything, just them and their amazing voice on stage. plus Kevin on his solo cello performance.


And finally, few days ago, on August 26th 2015 i went to Ariana Grande’s The Honeymoon Tour concert. damn she’s just slaying everytime she performs.







We were not too far from the stage, but like on Katy’s concert, i was waay to excited dancing and singing along because i know all of her songs, and my friends were totally the opposite. it was like I was with this 2 girls in front of me and 3 guys behind me that literally singing along to all the words and dancing like crazy so i don’t feel like a weirdo who’s dancing by her self. Her vocals are amazing, no doubt on that.


Well, those were the amazing people i saw so far this year. If i could go back and choose between those nights, i would choose the One Direction concert, just to stay a little far from the stage so i could dance and sing along and cry along and just having fun without any disturbance around me.

What a mess, but so so so so so happy :')

The point is, i’m so grateful i get to see all of those amazing people. I can’t wait to see more amazing live performance by people i’ve been dying to meet.


If you ever feel like your life is a mess, or you’re alone. just ask God for happiness and notice it comes to you slowly in so many ways.


toodles!

Friday, July 10, 2015

Bye Bye Wonderland

from discovering something i never thought i could
to slowly realize i was trying so hard to blend in
waking up tears every night
midnight sickness and mental breakdowns
heading to the wrong path and getting lost
deeper and deeper

being grateful above all pain
learning, keep learning
knocking doors to wonderland
but it ain’t my wonderland

4 years of being someone i’m not
4 years of pretending to be happy
4 years of achieving someone else’s dream

now i could dance free..