Friday, May 31, 2013

Yogya Trip May 2013

hi!
few days ago me and my friends went to Yogya on our little trip to visit the Vesak celebration at Borobudur.
every year there's this lantern festival that people have been waiting for on Vesak day so we decided to come and participated.

but sadly, the good luck charm was not with us.

it was raining hard that night so they had to cancel the lantern festival.
i was pretty sad cause it was like the reason why we came in the first place and it just ruined. i even cried there when everything went terribly wrong and suddenly i had my anxiety attack.

but overall, i say, i had such a fun trip :)

me and my friends went shopping, going to the beach, had a wonderful time together. i also met my bestfriends, my highschool friends, Andri, Riza, Petrio, Dea, Elyn, and also Adhi there.
it's like, quite a silver lining for me.

these are some photos i took and a little story about what i did there



1st time sitting on the Emergency Exit Door
having lunch at a random place at Jakal | taking a pic of Tania..
..taking a pic of me
going to Malioboro with Tania, Alo and Kemal for shopping
my only date while i was there, Finny
meet up with Petrio, Elyn, and Adhi at Legend Cafe
got a visit from my super busy man, Riza, in the Friday morning
going to Petrio's kost cause i was left alone by all my friends whos busy with their own thing that morning
going to Drini beach with Epin, Hafizh, Tania, Hamzah, and Kemal. yes im taking a selfie cause they're busy with their own couple *haha bye
taking a pic at the beach - photo by Tania
having quite a nice me time enjoying the beach
matching outfit with Tania - which we didn't plan at all
nice twilight at the beach
going to Bukit Bintang for a dinner
re-surprising Andri after i got back from Bukit Bintang
went to Alun-Alun with Andri and Petrio
they pushed me to drink that Wedang Ronde cause 'you're not coming to Yogya until u try this', they said. which Andri finished it anyway. not me. :|
having these two amazing street singers sang for us
Cool pic taken by Petrio
went to Borobudur on Saturday and met Dea and Nisa there
The Stage
Borobudur Temple at night
my view from where i sat. it was beautiful before the rain fell
with Cika and Kemal after we're all wet in the rain. well, only me and Cika who didn't have anything to cover and literally fully Wet tho
with Angga on the train station
with Gisel at the train station
bought this cause my shoes were wet
Epin and Gisel on the train
with sleepy Angga on the train


and this is a little video i made while we were there :)



we might not be able to see the festival that we're going to, but we had such a good time there :-)

i wanna say bunch of thanks to Petrio who was so nice and helped, treated me well while i was there, also Andri! it was fun meeting u both :D can't wait for another meet up!


anyway

i went to the cinema with Ara yesterday, we watched The Great Gatsby.
we promised to watch it together cause we're like obsessed with Leo and im obsessed with the story so
it. was. beyond words.
i can't stop saying how great the movie was. like the Story, the Photography, the Shots, the Music, oh my God

one of the greatest movie ive ever watched, hands down to Baz Luhrmann.





i just heard an amazing song by Demi which happen to be a bonus track on her new album, DEMI, and it is amazing. it's called 'I Hate You, Don't Leave Me' and it's so emotional maybe that's why she kept it special and not put it on iTunes.
i posted about it on my tumblr, you should probably check that out, (here) 
:-)


“So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.”
― F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby


toodles!


Monday, May 13, 2013

♡ Finny ♡


 ♡ Meet Finny ♡

i bought him just 3 days ago, it's Fujifilm Finepix X100. yaa u know i always name all my fav things that means so much to me, like my Violin - Nymphadora, and my Piano - Loopy. and those aren't just names, i have reasons why i named them Nymph and Loop. this time, i decided to name my new camera 'Finny' ! what do you think? :D




so hiii!

 
its been awhile
i was so busy at college and stuff, these past few weeks was mental. it feels like i could just chop my self into pieces or just done with everything and leave this country and never come back.
but yeah amazingly i past the dark days. like always.

so last month, it was my birthday. [yes, i'm Legal now bitches!]
like my previous birthday, it happened on my exam week which we're so freaking busy with stuff, so i didn't really expect anything to happen. i even didn't think about it! my head was full of deadlines, works, and blah blah blah. it sucked.
but that night, April 25th 2013.
Christy was sleepover at my aunt's house, we were finishing our final AV project which had to be done the next day.
but suddenly, someone opened my door and i remember it was about 11pm so i was a bit suspicious and there she was. my sister.
at first i thought, 'am i this stress of all this works till i start hallucinating stuff??'
we were just staring and i could feel Christy was speechless too. then mom came in.
that time i knew she did it again.
i burst into mum and i could see how awkward that was for Christy, she just sat there and pretending like doing something on my laptop hahahaha

we did finish the video, you can check out if you want :


i was kinda sad mom and my sister came in such a wrong time, i mean not that im not happy they were here but i was sad cause i was so busy that time and couldn't focus on having our time together. but we set our plan on my free time and we went to SeaWorld!
i was soo happy idk i haven't been there for such a long time haha



 

 






 

 


anyway.
One Direction is making their first ever 3D movie which will be premiered on August 30th 2013. and they made a project for the movie poster.
they wanted to make a Mosaic Poster using all the fan photos that sent to them. so I MADE IT.
the first time i saw the poster i was kinda mindblow cause there are sooooOO many pictures i couldn't find my face?
but few days ago they told us that we could find our photos on their website, aaaaaaaaaaND



I FOUND MY PICTURE! I'M ON HARRY! >< HAHAHHAHABHJAHHABHAH
i was so overwhelmed finding my face on it, and yeah, i can't even picture my self watching the movie. i mean.. Zayn on 3D …
….

hey you know im kinda obsessed with British guys, right?
so few days ago i started watching some of the famous british YouTubers, and i fell in love with some of them [gosh, nin..] they're so funny and ridiculously good looking and hilarious, like.. HOW??? the Cheeky Twins Jack and Finn, Sam Pepper, Caspar Lee, and some more but they're my favs. well, im kinda into Finn tho :'3




not gonna tell about them, maybe if you just check out their channels you'll know what i mean :



moving on!
i don't know why i feel like im shut these past few days. idk what happened. it just feels like im shut and not interested in everything. specially college. i just hope this weird feeling will fade away soon.
especially for my upcoming trip with myfriends. i just cant wait for it, have a little vacation to refresh my head.

by the way you can check out my social media, maybe interested enough to follow?


Instagram : ninditaq

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MavenSay : ninditaq

#OMGimsuchasocmedfreak

toodles!

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Delirium




'ola!
2 years ago, i went to Kinokuniya finding something that i didn't have a plan to buy.
just wanted to buy a book, any book, to read when i didn't have something to do. it's like i suddenly have this mood to do something else beside working my college stuffs. to runaway.
i went to every book shelf, fiction, romance, roman-fiction, (cause i love fiction and love stories ofcourse) i read every synopsis of it, then i looked at this book called 'Pandemonium'.
the book is small, so it really catched my eyes. i took it. but then i saw it, 'Sequel to Delirium' printed small on the cover. then i took 'Delirium' which placed next to it.
first i read the back of the book and i found it's quite interesting. more because it has sequels so i chose it.

it's been years since i last read a novel. i mean a thick one. it's been years since i lost my reading mood. i was such a dorky reader but then i got really busy at high school and i left it all.

i had no idea what it was about. like i told u, i bought it because i just wanted to read, to fill my spare time.
i read it.
but i didn't know what the story really was about at the first chapters so i didn't really put my attention on it. my works were so crazy that time and i stopped reading it. sometimes i read it, but not really got what the story about cause i was busy and unfocused.

so few months ago, i checked my college schedule is finally quite loose. so i have soo much time to do anything.
and i continued reading Delirium.
pages after pages i finally got what the story is about (+ because i have my attention on it now than the past).
pages after pages, i'm in love.
or should i say, i've been infected by Deliria. (*the readers would get it)

and i realized i've become the person i used to be again. that dorky reader. that girl who lost her mind in the story she reads. the girl who fell in love in every character she met in her books.
yes.
i'm a Delirium fan now.


when i read the second book, Pandemonium, i suddenly found out that FOX is filming Delirium.
…………. what?

this fan-art poster looks so good i cant even 

there's so much going on in my mind.

why a tv series? why not a movie?
why now?
why when i suddenly fell in love with the book i bought 2 years ago? coincidence?
why are you doing this to me?

wHY??

it's so coincidence.
right after i began to obsessed with it, i found out that news.
the tv series, the people who'll play as my imaginary characters. and in the exact same day, i saw one of the actor tweet, they're on the first day of shooting Delirium.
hella coincidence.
honestly, i was kind of disappointed because a sequel like this deserve a movie. and it's a serial tv, they'll make up the story out of the original one. i don't really like that.
but we'll see, i hope they make it really good :-)

(and again) i was a bit disappointed when i saw the guy who play as my imaginary crush character, Alex, it's Daren Kagasoff. not like the guy i expected to be. i expected someone like Robert Pattinson to play as Alex but, he's very good looking! so i like him :'>
in my head, i'm in love with Alex, the character. but after i saw the actors, damn, that guy who play as Julian is freakin hot. his name is Gregg Sulkin. ><
the main character, Lena Haloway, will be Emma Roberts. i was relieved cause she's a perrfect Lena for me. and the other main character, Hana, will be Jeanine Mason.

Daren Kagasoff
Gregg Sulkin
i told you ♡

Daren and Greg on the set of Delirium
just too much here ♡.♡

Emma Roberts and Jeanine Mason at the set of Delirium
ANYWAY
the story is about love. but it's fiction.
about what would it be when Love becomes a disease. the story is so beautiful and seems real even it's a fiction.
as long as you started reading it, i swear you'll fall for it, like i do ♡


my friend taken this candid photo of me reading Delirium at class :3
i'm reading Requiem now, the last book of the Delirium Trilogy.
never thought at the time i chose Delirium randomly, i'd become a big fan of it like this.
can't wait for the 1st episode on FOX!

by the way, i'm kinda obsessed with Justin Timberlake's new song, Mirrors, now. the first time i listened and watched the video, i burst into tears.
even now i always cry everytime i watch the video from the start.
the song is so beautiful, the lyrics are so deep and beautiful, Justin's so beautiful, the music video's beautiful as well, too much!


toodles!


Saturday, January 26, 2013

2 0 1 3 !



Happy New Year my blog!
it's 2013!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!
WE'RE GONNA HAVE '13' EVERYWHERE FOR 365 days now
that's exciting! ><

i had a great New Year's Eve by the way, with my bestfriend Ari, my sister Iti, and Karin my cousin at Bundaran HI Jakarta

i know it's sooooo damn late
it's gonna be a quick post anyway cause i really wanted to blog but i don't know what to write about. i've been sooooo busy specially these days. my works are so insanely much.
i was having a real tough time, i'll tell you now.

first i had a flu, it was so bad i barely couldn't breathe like all the time, then my body start acting shit like maybe i had cold but i tried so hard to act like i was 'fine'. cause the fact is, i don't have time for all these sick things looking at all my works?
second, i was homesick. LIKE REALLY BAD. at first i decided to not going home cause i only have 4 days off after exam but seeing all my friends going home and meeting each other really did kill me. i cried almost every night cause i miss home so much (which its makes my condition even worse).

so i was really sick but i acted like i was fine anyway, cause i had to do my last Photography project (which is crazy) that time. so i forced my self to work while i was seriously sick, TIL FINALLY, that day, January 13th, i fainted while i was doing my photography work. i called my mum, crying like what should i do, i can't focus i miss home, i can't be like this but i had to work, i'm feeling really bad i need you, blablabla and she was like 'slaps' me telling me to stop. shortly my aunt took me to a doctor and i'm starting feelin good. better, i decided to go home cause i can't stand my self being like 'that' til our next holiday? (even i'll be back when some of my friends will probably be back to their college then

third, i felt so…. lazy these days :| i talk about it with my friend Ara and she just feels the same way. i think all the works that r sooooo many that makes us feel 'not doing it'(?), plus the weather here in Jakarta is crazy. so i try so hard fighting my self for that :/

SO i did my photography work, it went well, i can't thank my friend, Alda, so much for helping cause it was really hard, haha. and also my uncle for the big help from making the costume til the photoshoot. i actually wanted to tell you about this, my photography project, about the making of this first ever costume i made til the photoshoot but that'd be long so i'll just show you the result
so this is it i think, my final project for Photography - COSTUME DESIGN
 
my theme for this is "Futuristic Galaxy", yeah i think i did good :/
ok, so Photography? THANK-GOD-FINALLY-done. can i get my priceless rest days now? HA HA      so funny nin. 

the point is, i really REALLY wish i could pass this days 'normally' :-) (i usually get sick or have a mental breakdown every exam weeks. well, i already did anyway :| ) and! i wish all my works can be done on time and well. thinking of home, meeting my family and friends, and eating all the heavenly food in Medan are what keep my mood up these days :-')
AAHHHHH CAN'T WAIT TO BE HOME

the beginning of 2013 seems really bad for me i think, it's ONLY been a month now but gosh
i hope the rest will be great tho
I KNOW 2013 WILL RULE!!!! YEAH!! \m/ *try to keep positive here man*

by the way, i was going thru my closet and i found this



this is the lovely knitted vest that tante Riyanti, Andri's mum, made for my 16th birthday♥ i really really do love it, seems like she knew my favorite color that time haha
look! still fit right! i wore it to college today :D

i just watched this beautiful spirit 105 year old woman talking about her life on Ellen. how she can still live like that for years, this is so precious so i think y'all should watch this and take some positive notes from her




toodles!


Saturday, December 22, 2012

Ted and Robin :-')

hello! 
actually i wanted to post this yesterday but something happened.
so after my last class, me and Ara went to Central Park mall to watch Habibie & Ainun (Reza Rahardian is amazing btw), and i didn't know what was happening til we got out from the theatre. it was raining hard outside i couldn't even see the city, then i realized thing's not right here. i got out of the mall at about 8pm, still not knowing about the chaos. we were at the bridge and we saw it. the cars not moving and people walking on the streets. all i could say to Ara was "this is not right. we're stuck here." HAHA 
then i called my aunty tell her i was there and completely fine. so for the next 4 hours, all we did was telling random stories, me singing and dancing christmas songs at the Park, and prayed that someone would magically save our soul. we met Danny and Illy(whos supposed to had a flight at 9pm to Surabaya that night) too there. end of story my uncle decided to pick me up cause honestly i had no idea how to got out from there. Ara Danny and Illy decided to take a taxi and just ignored the traffic. so i have to wait for my uncle, alone. with all the people that still stucked too. about 00am finally my uncle arrived and THANK GOD U SAVED MY LIFE

so it was the first time for me, being stucked in a mall for 12 hours(i hate this city), aaand we took a video that night hahaha




so back to the topic.

few days ago i watched How I Met Your Mother ses.8 marathon. and after 3hours of crazy laughs, i cried like a hungry ass baby at the last episodes(11-12). i tell you why





T: what is wrong with me? deep down it's there's still some crazy part of me that thinks i'm gonna wind up with Robin, am i that diluted? if so, i-i need to grow up ..
Robin deserves the chance to go after Barney one last time, if that's what she wants.. i'm gonna go tell her.

M: one quick thing. .. Don't.


T: okay, why shouldn't i tell Robin?


M: because deep down, some crazy part of you still thinks that you're gonna wind up with her and i agree


T: Marshall?

M: i am sorry! but i am team tedward! always have been always will be. now listen, i want my bestfriend to be happy and if Robin could mean happiness for you then.. dear God why help her go after another man?


T: because she might still fall in love with him! to not tell her to not give her that chance, it's-it's selfish


M: so be selfish


T: i can't do that. Robin is my friend


M: she's always been more than that and you know it!

now as we speak, my wife is in a hotel room cheating on me with herself but i'm not leaving here until you promise not to say a word about this to Robin. now repeat after me,
'I, Ted mosby, promise to stop putting everyone else's interest ahead of my own and for once in my life do what's best for me'

that part literally kills me :')


then comes this one, the conversation between Ted and Robin in his car.






R: it is huge! you're the star of the party who knows maybe the future mrs.Ted Mosby's gonna be there

T: yeah, .. maybe show up






ok, i'm not gonna tell the rest. fact is i'm dying crying hard after that part, so you should probably watch the episode. and to clear up, i'm on team Ted/Robin (besides i think they're meant for eachother, maybe because some 'particular' reason that actually happened in my past life too :-') ) so that's why i get so emotional about that Ted and Robin drama haha


moving on!

few daaaays ago i watched Ed Sheeran's new video, Give Me Love, and just in few secs, i'm in love.  with the songs, and him. then i start listening to Ed sheeran songs and yeah.. i'm a fan now. what a genius ginger.



in love? hold up. check this one out first


you're welcome :-)



Christmas Holiday's coming! my sisters iti and karin is spending their holiday here so this will be fun. i think. :|

Merry Christmas everyone! have a great holiday! xx

this was taken at our last class in 2012, i took so many pictures haha gonna miss college :'
toodles!